CHALET.
i was over-high and started climbing this high thing.
i'm sorry rena. damn it. i probably shouldnt have went up there in the first place. =/ i'm an ass. i prayed hard for her. holding her hand. just praying... i believe as He's done a miracle once, He'll do it again.
manda. dont blame yourself!
hm. moodless. she went home. went t the beach. tired, cold. tired, cold. tired, cold. cold.
went back 5 am in the morning. had a drink or two.
slept. barely a quarter of my normal 8 hour. =/ tired.
escape. tired. fun. joy. laughter. peace of mind.
bicycle riding with manda. 2 seater thing. banged into a tree. ha. back.
night. farewell. lovely ambience.
sobbed.
you weren't there.hm. touched. yani, amelia, haiyun, amanda, jamie. haiyun jamie amelia went home.
yanling, gastric. girl, take care. no more tablets okay.
drink drank drunk. yanling amanda i. high. with mx as well.
forgot everyth. jump on beds, fall down, got up, jump more etc.
cooled down, slept. woke up. swollen eye. -.-
chked out. home. earrings! sakae! i'm a proffesional sushi eater now. i'm trained. (:
home. diary. home. sleep?
sorry for the short sentences. sound rather corny.
i'm tired...
take care, take care. need i do anything fr you?
yani. amelia. haiyun. amanda. jamie.
beloved sec4s. you all never fail to make my day as enjoyable as always during trainings. i've managed to see the importance of self-discipline that you all have portrayed.
yani- i never was angry at thailand. if you're seeing this, just wish to let you know that, no, i wasnt angry nor pissed with you. so, dont worry about it. (: upon your departure, your hearty laughter would be missed. please be back to laugh and guide us along alright? your witty jokes will too be missed. and already am missing. it's a continuous tense((: take care of yourself.
amelia- i have a tiny confession to make. you are motherly. (: a crap mother yet one who manages to gain all of our utmost respect. amelia. i once again thank you for the care and concern showered upon us at thailand. being my wonderful roommate, you never fail to entertain both mayxuen and i. (: like you've said, i'm capable of being strong and rest assured, i'll show it to you that i can. you have one less person to worry about that way(: that'll lighten your burden, somewhat. (:
haiyun- if one ever were to be weary and worn out over the tiresome day they had before, all they should do is just walk over to you and just upon hearing your voice, it'll definitely brighten their days. (: keep it that way, okay? stay happy and it'll too, bring happiness to others. a smile is the best medicine to one's gruelling day. :D
amanda- i wonder when will you ever stop laughing. (: but i've already decided against asking that question ever again. as i wish for you not to ever stop laughing. never stop smiling. this way, life would be much easier and it'll breeze past! it's highly advised for you to control your alcohol. it's rather scary. haha! just kidding. whatever it is, i hope there'll be yet another time we can go banging trees in a two-cyclists bicycle. (:
jamie- you are not anti-social. (: if given the chance to relive the days in thailand, i would definitely have popped over to your room and crapped with you. as having not done so, it's forming to become a regret. however so, i wish that we'll still have the oppurtunity! one more time, and more to come. as you all have left us, left cedar, one thing is that you all will never leave the throwers FAMILY, neither would you all have left our hearts.all would be kept in a special place deep down in our hearts! (:
already stated- "Never to be Forgotten".
DANCED- 5:34 PM